The Dumps

I'm not supposed to feel this way. I'm supposed to feel better about myself now right?

But I'm wrong.

I break everything. I just want something to work more than I've ever wanted anything to work, and I break it.

Somebody please tell me what to do. Tell me how to fix it. Somebody please because I'm obviously not capable of making these decisions on my own.

I feel so down in the dumps.